okay ... 12:57am

finally, am back and i can write something again in here :)

today, there's nothing special that happens to me, just an ordinary day. just enjoy my day off and spent my time with my nephew and other nuclear family member. watch movies and let my self stay until late at night for Twilight movie after the Transformers and made my Mom's said "are you not going to sleep now??" never mind for me ... this is my time.

but, in the past two days i felt something .. the feeling that i cant explain or maybe it cannot be explain by words ... its kind of weird for me AND i don't know what is that.

the feelings that always growth in my head .. i miss my friends in J town. i love to be their parts anymore. but, i thought that is impossible.

i remember last night i dream about my friends in TK, i felt so close with them. its seems so real i talk to them, laughing about our topic, and shares discuss about everything, walking around the museums and having some serious topic just like we're in the meeting. its weird ... but i see it clearly in my dreams. i don't know that i missed them so much till it comes to my dream last night. 

in other moments i think i fall in love to this beautiful song,

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?hl=id&v=rtOvBOTyX00&gl=ID&noredirect=1

love to see one of the characters, who has the sharp eyes ... hmmmm .. wish i ha ha ha ha